You came to me in a dream. Said, 'the only stars to exist are the ones within me, and I will carry them with me when I go to heaven to demand answers'.
I looked at you with awe, the dream is blue and a haze, but you are emanating a golden light. A momentary silence. A silver of hope. A strange notion of knowing your heart and understanding your gibberish. A silent breaking.
I wake up perplexed. What did you mean? The only stars to exist are the ones within me.
Now I lay awake thinking of you. An unending silence. A longing for hope. A strange notion of having known you before, in another timeline. A silent breaking.
My gaze inadvertently shifts outside. The only stars to exist are within me. You were right. The night sky is a dark, endless abyss. No stars in this city. No light in this dark. The only golden light is the one within you. Now I lay awake thinking of you.
How far do you have to go to reach heaven? What answers are you demanding? Who gives them to you? You don't believe in God. A silence. A hope. A notion. A breaking.
The only stars to exist are the ones within me. Because you don't believe that anything good exists. You don't believe in anything. If you don't believe in God, where is this heaven that you spoke of? Is it a place on Earth? Do you believe that? A silence. No hope. Many notions. A breaking.
The only stars to exist are the ones within me. If the light is within you, everything good exists within you, even if the world is dark, even if the night is dark. You believe in yourself. The heaven that you spoke of is not here, it is some place in the future, where you can see these stars yourself. The only stars to exist are the ones within you. Do you believe that?
My eyes are still fixed on the night sky. Except, it is bright now. You're right. The only stars to exist are the ones within you. And it is bright, I promise. It is the brightest star to ever exist. I hope you see it one day. And it's okay if you won't, you'll continue carrying them within and with you, you'll still light up the dark sky. But I hope you do because the brightest stars to exist are the ones within you.
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